pirmdiena, 2011. gada 21. novembris

(40)

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Today I count life's cornerstones. I have nearly all of them. Only the heart is missing!
A little slice of archaic paradise and then... something ecstasy like: a summer, a storm and some thunder and a lover.

trešdiena, 2011. gada 26. oktobris

(39)

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My desire flows like a river
a mass of continuity
it seeks its path
Naked I succumb to thirst
Allowed to be carried by the current
I flow weightless
dreaming of a desert

pirmdiena, 2011. gada 24. oktobris

(38)

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I am losing my grip on things.
Bad habits are returning and the good ones are dissolving like an untwined yearn.
Everything that kept empowering me has now left me powerless.
I don't know why and I don't know how to get back in the clear blue daylight. 

ceturtdiena, 2011. gada 20. oktobris

(37)

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I'm a fragile person who choses to be strong. Maybe it's denial and it will bite me in the arse eventually. That's OK.
But what kind of person are you?


sestdiena, 2011. gada 8. oktobris

(36)

I'm off-track once more.
I'm waiting for you. I do not want to nor should I and yet I do.
Would you be angry if I'd ask you not to call? I broke the silence with gifts, I mended the bridge. But it's not ready for traffic just yet.
I've forgotten the heartache that came as a blessing and by simply doing so I've retracted to misery, or I'm nearly there.

ceturtdiena, 2011. gada 29. septembris

(35)

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This is called an "Indian Summer". It's almost October, but there's summer out side.
I had a hot spring and a very cool summer. Is this the Universe giving me a little bit of heat for the season passed?
Still a little bit broken. Stubbornly holding a grudge. I miss the springtime challenge!
But my Indian Summer is refreshing! I' m sure it will bring a challenge of its own!

trešdiena, 2011. gada 21. septembris

(34)

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Autumn is coming. Not a metaphor, the real one.
Can you feel it?
I'm OK.
But there still is alot I have to learn.