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I don't know what the truth sounds like... I can' t tell you.
I' m scared from the moment I'll realize it! I'm scared it will hurt...

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How did it happen? In the happiest moment, I turned unhappy. Was it really real? Or was the happiness real? Was I real?
You are away... I can't ask the questions myself without facing you. I really don't want this to be an unhappy affair... Just when everything had turned out so right. I'm scared. I'm really scared!

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I got scared again! You scared me...
I wonder if the parachute will save me? Or at least brake my fall? What if it just lets me crash and burn?
What, if things turn up side down, and I have to jump twice? What will happen if I have to jump twice?

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I lost my innocence to love a while ago! No regrets, just gratitude because it was so right.
But out of no where, June, you made me lose innocence I didn't know I even had. You opened my eyes! It was surprising, refreshing and simple. We, people who long to be loved, are so simple. When we find this simplicity, we fly...

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Your Winter seemed to be cooling my summer! So unfortunate, still... My heart goes out to you!
But only some rainy days became snowy. Yet most of June was sunny! I'll take that! I'll go for the sunshine. Always!

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I regret the silence in June. It was beautiful. I was beautiful! I should have noted it right away! I'm loosing out now...
The happiness lingers. In a way this is a summer like no other one!

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What do you do when You discover yourself? Suddenly a dormant part of you illuminates and becomes clear. There is a sense of adventure, love, lust, fear, boys and girls. I still fear for myself, I fear I might be leading someone else on. If it's just me, fine... but not you, not like that.

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I regret the silence in May.
But I was happy. Or I was on my way to happiness and contentment like never before. I feel it now!
I became as beautiful as May is. I guess so did you...